We aren't going to be able to get the van from the shop before Christmas, which means we wont be going to his family's. Which is sort of almost ok with me. Not truly, because Brandon and the kids are disappointed, and there wont be much of a Christmas here, but I'm really not a fan of Christmas (as an event). I've been finding it harder and harder every year to find the Christmas spirit every year, this year's been by far the worst. I try, because of the kids, but I'd probably be just as happy to skip it all together. My side of the family doesn't get together anymore, neither Mom's or Dad's side. Both used to when I was little. Dad is 2 hrs away. Christmas used to be his favorite holiday, but now it just makes him more sad and depressed, which in turn makes me more sad and depressed. Just venting. Thanks for "listening". Hopefully 2020 will be a better year than 2019 has been.
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